I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m so alienated from the world that I alienate everyone around me. I’m sorry I can’t emotionally cope with what the world calls reality. I’m sorry my reality is so unfamiliar, strange, bizarre, and downright rude and unacceptable. I’m sorry I can’t fit in with the crowd and be comfortable and happy. I’m sorry I even exist. I’m sorry I make many angry because they don’t like the things I say. I’m sorry I’m forced to live in constant conflict with everybody’s idea of the way things should be and how we should act. I’m sorry I don’t believe what the vast majority of the world believes and considers true. I’m sorry I can’t conform and just agree to disagree with all disagreements. I’m sorry I can’t keep what I feel, experience, know, and understand all bottled up because most don’t agree with it or accept it as ‘normal.’ I’m sorry I’m not ‘normal.’ I’m sorry everybody has to shut me out and shut me off because I make them uncomfortable with my perceived insanity that I can’t ignore, shut off, or shut up about. I’m sorry I make so many uncomfortable in their little worlds of me, myself, and I and passionately shove me away as offensive. I’m sorry you can’t understand where I’m coming from and where I know I’m going.
