I’m sorry

I’m sorry, I’m sorry I’m so alienated from the world that I alienate everyone around me. I’m sorry
I can’t emotionally cope with what the world calls reality. I’m sorry my reality is so unfamiliar,
strange, bizarre and down right rude and unacceptable. I’m sorry I can’t fit in with the crowd and
be comfortable and happy. I’m sorry I even exist, I’m sorry I make many angry because they
don’t like the things I say. I’m sorry I’m forced to live in constant conflict with everybody’s idea of
the way things should be and how we should act. I’m sorry I don’t believe what the vast majority
of the world believes and considers true. I’m sorry I can’t conform and just agree to disagree
with all disagreements. I’m sorry I can’t keep what I feel, experience, know and understand all
bottled up because most don’t agree with it or accept it as ‘normal’. I’m sorry I’m not ‘normal’. I’m
sorry everybody has to shut me out and shut me off because I make them uncomfortable with
my perceived insanity that I can’t ignore, shut off or shut up about. I’m sorry I make so many so
uncomfortable in their little worlds of me, myself and I and passionately shove me away as
offensive. I’m sorry you can’t understand where I’m coming from and where I know I’m going.